
There’s so much to appreciate about this book: first great loves and second chances, the mystery, and the female empowerment. Surgeon Carrie Cole comes from a line of strong, determined women whose passion for their vocations makes romantic relationships difficult, if not impossible. Yet, when she meets Johan Kullberg, the connection is so strong and instantaneous that she struggles to find a balance. On the night of their spontaneous wedding, Johan is taken by the police, and Carrie begins to question everything she thought she knew. To cope, she throws herself into her work and, with much therapy and family support, learns to thrive and let love in again. Years later, she receives some startling news which opens old wounds and reveals life-changing secrets. Will the fallout destroy her? Walsh keeps readers guessing until the final pages. The mystery element is extremely compelling, and the romance is both heart-wrenching and hopeful. Her choice of first-person point of view works well, allowing readers to get a true sense of what it means to be a woman in a still-misogynistic profession which makes motherhood and romantic relationships beyond challenging. It also shows Carrie’s struggle to find a balance while losing a father to dementia, fearing for her premature twins, suffering the effect of maternal abandonment, and realizing that she might have been completely duped by the man she married.
I read this in one sitting because Walsh does such a wonderful job of pacing that I couldn’t put it down. This is the perfect book for readers who like complexity in their romances. I could see this being a great choice for bookclubs since the spice factor is low (although the chemistry is palpable) and there so much to discuss about morality, misogyny, etc. Highly recommended.
I received a complimentary ARC of this book from Pamela Dorman/Viking Books through NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Opinions expressed are completely my own.








